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Monday, December 20, 2010

A Year In Review & In With The New!!

So much happens in a year that going into every detail would cause for hours of reading. So, we will hit the highlights and go from there.

First, I want to start off by Thanking God for all the blessings we acquired this year. We continue to be amazed by his love for us and the ways he continues to bring things to us at His exact time. We can't wait to see what lies ahead of us in His plan.

The year started off kind of rough with Jason being laid off since April of the previous year. Life kept on though, we just kept our heads held high and continued to enjoy life as best we could. There was a total of 8 months of unemployment. Which is a long time to be without a job. By the grace of God, we made it through that rough patch. As you know things like this can cause strain in the household and thankfully, we didn't have any bad days. Faith kept us going and knowing that God's plan was at work kept us at ease. In March, Jason was pretty determined to find a job and after tons of applications with little to no phone calls for interviews, he took a different approach. He just opened up the phone book and started calling to ask if companies were hiring. A few calls later and he saw a glimmer of hope. He immediately got his resume turned in and received a phone call the next day for an interview. At the interview he was told to give a drug screen which usually says something positive but we remained in the same state of mind. Not wanting to get too anxious. He was told to bring the results back and within a couple of days, he had a solid offer. We were thrilled and felt so blessed that this door had opened up for us. Jason absolutely loved this job. I had never seen him so determined and eager to work as he had witht this job. I refer to this job in the past tense because Jason recently had another door open up with Union Pacific Railroad. You can read more about that in my previous post. I couldn't be more happier and proud for husband!!!!

Now that Jason had a great job, things were just trucking along. We were able to attend the Vegas trip we had planned for quite a while and had the best time. It was nice to get away and escape for a bit and was very much needed after the previous 8 months!


This year, we also attended our very first Larry Joe Taylor Music Festival with the best of friends. It was 3 days of pure Texas Red Dirt Music and quite the country woodstock. Good times for sure!


Throuout the year, we lived life as we wanted. We celebrated a lot of great things that went on. Our second wedding anniversary was at the top of the list and all the good things that went on for family and friends. We had Birthdays, Weddings, Births, Showers, etc. We are thankful that we were invited to share in all these joys. I mean not only are you celebrating wonderful things but also getting to be with those you love most. Can't complain about that!

This is where I get a little personal. As many of you know, Jason and I started fertilty treatments this year after failed attempts at conceiving. Although the journey has been quite the roller coaster and quite hard at times, we have kept our faith. We know that at His exact time, things will happen. We have such a big support system not just within each other but within our family and friends. We have felt more prayers than ever and have recieved so many wonderful messages and encouraging words from so may people. Out of all these messages, there is one that will forever be set in my heart. This past weekend on Saturday, December 18th, I got a special text from a very special friend. His text stated that he had heard a song on the radio that morning that made him think of us and that he felt the need to tell us that he was praying for us and that he loved us. He said he couldn't help but get chocked up. I immediately called him after reading this text as I was eager to find out the name of the song. He said he couldn't remember and so I asked what it said. He said that there are just words in a song sometimes that stick out and make you think of certain people. I immediately knew what he meant as I find the same joy in music. Before he could finish sayin what he was saying, he began to sob, thus leading me to do the same. What courage it took for him to allow himself to weep. Anyways, he began to tell me about how he just felt for us because our desire to become parents has not come to be. I just told him that in time, things will happen if they are meant to be. He went on to talk about how deserving we are of being parents and how he desires for it to happen too. I sobbed even harder at hearing his kind words. I was almost speachless but I responded with being thankful that we have our wonderful family and friends who let us share in the joy of being around their children. Jason and I have found a kind of comfort that we need with being able to be around all these little blessings. The experiences have in a lot of ways prepared us for our own little blessing(s) and have taught us a lot about the kind of parents we hope to one day be. After several minutes of getting really personal and emotional, my dear friend and I chatted a bit more about everyday life and then ended our call. For an hour or so after, I couldn't help but feel such a presence of love and faith. Although I wasn't really crying, the tears just streamed down my face for a very long time. To me there are tears of joy and love. The kind that make you feel to the depths of your soul. That phone call and text will FORVER remain in my heart and in my times of sadness, I will recall the very words he said. Especially because it was something he didn't HAVE to say. He could of just kept it to himself. However, he felt in his heart that he needed to let us know and didn't let his pride get in the way. I love when people aren't ashamed to express exactly how they feel when they are moved to such personal depths. Love it!

Along with the above, I heard a sermon on Sunday that really touched me. It was about "God's set timing"....The pastor talked about how we so often wonder why things take so long to happen. We pray, we believe but we don't see anything happening so we get discouraged and start thinking that its never going to happen. He said that the moment that God puts the promise in our hearts, at that same moment, He sets a time when it shall come to pass. I knew at this very moment God was speaking directly to us. The pastor stated that as long as we stay in faith and believe, we will understand that EVERYTHING comes at the exact time it is suppose to and not a second late. God knows exactly when the right time for us is and by believing and keeping faith, it WILL come. During our wait, He prepares us and from this we learn and develop. Not just us, but the other person who God has ordained to us; He prepares them too. As I listened, tears streamed down my face because I thought of that little blessing that will one day come. How perfect he or she will be and how loved!!!! Whether it comes naturally or by adoption, we will be prepared for them and them for us. This goes for everything that will come to be. People we meet, doors that are opened to us, they will all come at the exact time and at the time that God has prepared us to recieve it. Pretty powerful, huh? I think so. At least for us, it is.


For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. ~Habakkuk 2:3~

As we bring this year to a close, I can honestly say that it's coming to a very good closing; full of hope and faith, just as it started. I am so thankful that God is putting things before us and allowing them to happen at His exact time. We know in our hearts that He is preparing us to receive what He has in store. Whether its a child or some other blessing. All the Glory to Him for EVERYTHING! To our family and friends, thank you for being part of our lives. We are so thankful that God has placed your in our lives. We wish you all wonderful blessings this new year, faith during trials and tribulations and most importantly, that you always feel God's love. We love each and every one of you. God bless.

Happy New Year and keepn on dreaming!!!!!!!
Blessings,
Cecilia

Monday, November 15, 2010

Here's to new beginnings


Well.......

After much thought and consideration, Jason and I walked through a door that has been opened for us. It was more so opened for Jason, but being that I am his wife and I stand beside him...that means I'm in too. It's been a crazy roller coaster of a ride but I'm quite sure that he is making the best decision. Yesterday, he turned in his two weeks notice at MS. Well, he tried to do so on Friday and his boss ended up giving him his letter of resignation back. I think he was trying to say that they didn't want him to leave. I guess you can say they consider Jason a great asset to the company. I can't blame them. Jason is good at what he does and is a hard worker! He ABSOLUTELY loves everything about his current job. He loves what he does and has managed to gain a lot of experience that will carry him a long way. Along with gaining experience, he has also gained some valuable friendships. You see the guys at MS are kind of a small family. They all work their little selves to the bone (well, almost all of them), but they also have a great time. They love to play pranks on each other and I have definitely gotten some laughs in hearing about a lot of them. I even had the pleasure of experiencing a prank that was played on Jason, that couldn't have gone any better. When you see him you will have to ask him about the truck sign prank, he will love me for mentioning it. Having been up there a few times and getting to know some of the guys, I found myself attached to a few of them. I mean, I think I even got a little sad knowing he would be leaving them behind. Just for a little while though, because we plan to keep in touch and hopefully continue to see them.

CHOOOOO CHOOOOOOO!!!

So....Beginning on November 29, 2010 - Jason will begin his new venture. He recently accepted the position of a Diesel Electrician with Union Pacific rail road. Some of you may or may not know but the rail road has a lot to offer for the future. It's a great career choice and the benefits are great. Of course, in accepting this position there will be some sacrificing. We can almost bet that he will be working odd shifts. Which as you know, may be kind of hard for us considering we love to go, go, go! Jason's grandfather James Alvin "Pop" Fox once said: "If you want something, you have to give up something!" So, we know that this will require some giving up. Time away from doing the things we enjoy to do and time away from our family and friends, which will be really hard for us. It's going to take some getting use to but years down the road, we know that those sacrifices will all be worth it.

I can't express how proud I am of my man. He's such a good provider and I can't thank the good Lord enough for blessing my life with him. Where this fork in the road takes us...God only knows, but we TRUST that HE is guiding us and will continue to do so. We know that things are happening according to His will and while change can be hard, we are SO very thankful for the blessings he brings us each day. So, here's to new beginnings!!

P.S. I guess I can officially consider myself one of the rail road wives. I can't say that I mind though. I love those ladies to pieces! ;)

Until next time...keep dreaming!!!
Blessings,
Cecilia

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Not much to say.

Well, its about that time. The time when I have to think of something to write. I do have a ton of things I could get into but I've managed to hold them in this long, no need to let them out now. It's been a crazy busy time and a lot going on. There has been some ups and there have been some downs but over all I've managed to keep my hands in the air riding this roller coaster we call life.

One of the downs was that my NYC trip was cancelled...Boooooo! It could be rescheduled for a later time but as of right now, we aren't sure when. There was just another project that took lead and has to be completed ASAP. I guess that's ok though, because it means I won't have to be away from my loves....Yaaaaayyy!!!


Blessings,
Cecilia

Monday, September 20, 2010

Monday's Aren't So Bad!

Well, it's been a little over a month since my last post. I couldn't think of anything to post but since I have managed to do it every month, I figured I should stay with the trend. So, here I was trying to think of what to write. As always our lives are crazy busy with celebrations and such and pretty much will be that way until mid November. Can't complain though, its all fun! Today is Monday and while I normally don't like this day (due to the fact that it starts a new work week), today was an exception. I started off thinking it was going to be an either crazy busy day or just plain blah day. To my dismay, it has been an OUTSTANDING day thus far. Hope the rest of the day continues to be this good! When I arrived at work I found out that we will be relocating within the building. Wasn't too thrill considering I have been in the same area for the last 3 years that I have been here. Then a song popped in my head the lyrics "a change will do you good" suddenly had meaning. I thought that while change isn't always fun, it can do you good. So I turned that somewhat negative into a positive! THEN.....get ready for this.....I get called into the Jefe's or should I say Jefa's....Ok, probably should just say Boss' office. I'm thinking ok, I guess its our weekly How are you? How was your weekend? How is the weather? Yada yada yada conversation. So my boss starts talking about Kaisen meetings and how I have been selected to go with them on this adventure. Boss' voice fades and thoughts run through my head: Awwww....you mean I have to leave my hubby and my little one for 4 whole days? What am I going to miss while I am gone? How boring is this going to be? This totally.....(boss' voice fades back in)ROCKS!!!! Yes, you heard me....ROCKS!!! Why you ask? Well, turns out I am going to NUEVA YORK in spanish, meaning NEW YORK in english. What? Excuse me, what did the boss lady just say?!? I'M GOING TO NEW YORK, PEOPLE!!!!! You would think I have hit the lotto with the excitement that has filled my little soul.

You see I have always wanted to visit NY. Just last week I filled the hubster in on how visiting certain places was on my bucket list. If you don't know what a bucket list is, its your "Things I want to do before I die" list. I highly suggest you putting one togehter if you haven't already. Ok, so back to my story. The hubby wasn't exactly thrilled about us going to NY. He said he couldn't think of a single thing he would want to do in NY. Sound a little familiar, Tamara? Tamara is my friend who recently had the privilidge to go to NYC and her husband feels the exact same way J does. So, last week my thoughts were: "Booo, I'll never get to go to NY!"

My boss told me I would be going the last week in October and to check with my husband to be sure all would be ok. I didn't hesitate in saying, "No, I'm set to go and I WILL go!" Of course she laughed and said that I should still check. However, I knew that my husband would back me 200% on this. I mean, how often will this happen to me? To be selected to go says a lot to me and I know it would help me in the long run, with work. Of course, I immediately called Jason to let him know about what I had been presented with and while he was a little hesitant (because of course, he will miss me tons), he was supportive as I expected. He told me the things I expected to hear and of course the sweet things I wanted to hear,like: "I won't know what to do with myself, while you're gone!" How sweet is my husband?!? I know he and Bay will be okay though, God will be with them. I'm stoked to see the city that never sleeps but I know I will be missing them. I wish that I could just pack them up in my suitcase and take them with, but I can't. So, I will have to settle for phone calls, texting and chat. Thank you, technology!

Now, how's that for starting off a work week? I guess Mondays aren't so bad. I'll be sure to update about this adventure. Until then.....keep dreaming...Lord knows I am!

Blessings,
Cecilia

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Faith ~ Hope ~ Love


Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.


Such an AMAZING part of the gospel. By far one of my favorite parts. Such a favorite that it was part of our wedding and I try to remember this every chance I get.

In times of trials and tribulations, faith and hope are hard to keep alive. Yet its those trials and tribulations that teach us more about faith and hope but like the Bible verse above says: " The greatest of these is love." There is the saying "Faith comes from loving and loving comes from friends." I love this saying. I mean, not only has God blessed me with the most amzing family and friends but he has blessed me with THE most amazing love I could ever have....my husband! He is without a doubt my very best friend, my soul mate, my one true love. I can't imagine my life without him. Well, I can't imagine my life without a lot of people but most of all him! I am so thankful that the Lord brought us to cross paths. For the past 12 years this man has seen me at my worst and at my best. Still, he stands next to me. He encourages me, compliments me and makes me feel a love that no one else has made me feel so far. Of course, God makes me feel all of these things times a million so I know that J making me feel the same lets me know that I am who I was meant to be with. I'll stop right there.I just had to share what an amazing husband I have. Thank you for always being there, making me laugh, accepting me and loving me unconditionally all the time. I love you, Jason Lynn Fox!



As always....Keep dreaming!
Blessings,
Cecilia

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

This crazy life I love



Yep. It's true. I love it! My life that is. It's always crazy busy but I think it keeps us sane. There is so much going on these days. The photography hobby I have started is doing so much better than I thought. I have people asking me to do pics left and right and I have to say...I dig it! I love capturing those special moments in life. Being part of those moments let's me see first hand just how beautiful life is not just for me but for others. Here are a few shots I have taken.



Back to being crazy busy. Our friends are very important to us so we spend a lot of time with them and when I say a lot, I mean A LOT. I think every other weekend is filled with friend activities. It's fabulous though. I couldn't have been blessed with better friends. I am so thankful that the big guy upstairs loves me so much that he has blessed me witht THE MOST amazing family and friends.
God rocks!

So much is going to be coming up along with friend gatherings. Two of the most important things coming up are my nephew's 1st birthday on August 19th and "our" babie's 1st birthday. By that I mean our furbaby, Baylee. She will be turning one tomorrow 07.21.10. She is just a joy and Jason and I just adore her! She is the best dog next to her sister, Zoey whom we miss dearly. If you ask Baylee she is pretty much a human child. I mean, she pretty much gets treated like one but its ok. She is all we have for now. We are allowed to spoil her all we want and there isn't anything anyone can't say. Ha.
HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY, BAYLEE. WE LOVE YOU!!!


I think that is all I have for now. Until next time....keep dreaming!
Blessings,
Cecilia

Monday, June 14, 2010

Catching up

It's been quite sometime since I blogged. I think the last time I actually wrote a "true" blog was right before the big "I Do's". I have since then, deleted my original profile and started this one after we got married. I still didn't keep it up like I should have, though. Again, I went back and deleted all my old posts because I wanted to start over, for the second time. Now I find myself feeling kind of sad because I deleted those memories. Oh well, I still have them in my heart and that's what counts. So third time's a charm and here goes nothing.


Ok-So, so much has gone on in life. A lot of things have happened for the best and some, not so much. That's just life though, you win some and you lose some. I can't complain about either though, as those things have taught some valuable lessons. Some have actually taught me that I am far more stronger than I ever believed myself to be. I think its mostly because I realize that no matter what, I have God and people who truly love me on my side. In this journey we call life, God teaches us to completely trust in him, and I have learned to do so......ALL the time. How does the saying go? "If He brings you to it, He will see you through it." This is true.

Moving on.....

J and I recently celebrated our second anniversary. My goodness, how time flies! It's been an amazing ride though. I can't believe how much I love this man. God has blessed me so much and I can't imagine sharing my life with anyone other than my best friend. I know that when I say I married "my best friend" I really mean it. Ok, ok, so I could go on and on about how things are so perfect and all but let's not get things twisted. NO ONE is perfect! While one may portray a perfect marriage, it never is and if you say it is, you lie...LOL! Marriage is hard work and a journey but a journey unlike any other. One that teaches us more about life and ourselves and I can say that I am truly enjoying this chapter of my life! :)


Speaking of chapters, Jason and I are anxious to start the next chapter in our lives. What could that be? We have no idea, only the good Lord knows. Whatever it is, we will be ready with open arms. For now, we have dreams to fall back on. Dreams of starting a family, dreams of fulfilling personal goals and even dreams that are probably unattainable (yes, it's ok to dream the impossible). I mean, we have always been told to dream, so, we are. Slowly but surely we are taking the steps to make a couple of those dreams a reality and with the Lord's help along with some hard work and dedication, we pray and hope that one day, they will happen. Until then we will keep dreaming!!!


Blessings,
Cecilia